Friday, June 29, 2007
48 hours - With no sleep!
The past few days were mad. It's as crazy as hell! F**K
I just don't understand why these clients are making life so miserable for everyone? Kalo project tu just cudn't make it, then IT JUST WON'T MAKE IT! You can't change that fact. The only hope is miracles to happen...And I don't think it will.
I have been up working for the past 2 days without sleep. At 9pm earlier, was my 48 hours mark for not being asleep. Hey, should my name be 'carved' in the Guinness Book of Record for being the most committed slave worker?? Hahaha! -
I have predicted and foresee these probs arising. I can 'smell' bad things happening. How true it was. I'm shacked! I just want my beauty sleep , that's all...
To my friends,
I'm sorry if I did not chat with you..
I'm sorry I didn't call nor answer to your calls....
I'm sorry if I have missed reading your emails...
I'm sorry if I ignored you...
I'm sorry if I did not smile at you...
I'm sorry to what I did to myself.
I learnt from mistakes...and hope I shall remember that.
*Yawnz*
I'm sorry I don't have anymore strength to write this time.
I can't think straight anymore.
Everything in a daze now..
And I'm heading to bed.
Soon, it's gonna be hell again in 2 days time..
And I knew it.
My prediction never fails me
And it has never been.
Wish me luck...and shall I survive.
nitey
...ZZZzzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzzz...****
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Jalan-jalan...Ke Jalan Ampas
Hari nie aku akan membawa kao orang mengimbas kembali nostalgia zaman kegemilangan Dunia Perfileman Melayu dulu-dulu...jeng..jeng..jeng..
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Gerbang Celebrity Melayu - di situ lah dulu hero & heroin dunia perfileman melayu melangkah masok lalu menempah nama mereka.
Kawasan sekeliling Studio Jalan Ampas yg sayu lagi menyedihkan
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Hahahah! Ini lagi satu scene lepakk..Time nie P Ramlee pat dlm sungei (Tutup hidung, pegang dia nyer robe...Aik? ingat dalam!..Rupa nyer air sampai pat betis jek...)
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Apek dengan bendera (Madu Tiga)
Ok...Korang nampak tiang lampu tuu, tak? Kat situ ler Apek cangkung pegang bendera..
Tepi gate nie, Bhai Jaga duduk (Seniman Bujang Lapok)
Ingat tak Bhai Jaga duduk pat sini masa citer Seniman Bujang Lapok?
Dialogue:
(Sudin tanyer sama Bhai Jaga yg duduk tepi jaga gate nie)
Sudin: Hoi!...Ini wayang gambar pusing, kah?...Ohhh..Lu pon tersampuk kah! Sudah lah Ajis, Ramlee. Orang kat sini sumer angin lahh..
Bhai Jaga: Itu cakap saja orang melayu. Itu bahasa pon tak tahu. Pangil orang "Hoi..hoi...hoi". saya ni apa? Batu ke?..Kayu ke??
(Uhhh...pedas siak tuu dialogue...!)
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Tugu Kenangan
Tugu Kenangan - Kini yang tinggal hanya seribu kenangan silam. Bagiku, tempat ini begitu penting dengan kaitan sejarah rumpunan melayu seMalaya. Walaopon begitu, hati ini tersenyum seketika. Aku nampak ada tugu simbolik dari National Heritage Board (NHB) yg telah diletakan disitu, bagi mengenangkan kembali kawasan itu dan sekitaranya.
Oh, mungkin tempat nie akan dipelihara dan dibaik pulih semula ke? Isshh...kalo betol masin mulut aku nie, aku nak sangat ler buat project nie. Tak dapat jadi pelakon, dapat buat project tu pon jadilah.. ;P
"...Kalo tak jadi Hang Jebat pon tak apalah, kasi lah saya jadi Hang Kebun..."
(Semasa kami terjah masok ke kawasan nie, jari Shahrul telah tersepit kat pintu pagar tu..Adusss! Anyway, minta maaf ler kalo kami tak cukup curi gambar semasa berada di dalam kawasan Studio Jalan Ampas tuu. Ada orang lah pat dalam yg menjaga kawasan tuu..hehehe - Jangan marah!)
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Greetings from Bulgaria
Hmmm..that makes me want to visit Bulgaria.
Elisha and Friends - Celebrating Martina's brithday (Photo sent by Elisha)
Example, изпраща файла - (If you do, tell me what it says? Heehehe) Their currency is Bulgarian lev and was told that Euro Dollars will be accepted soon in 2009...that's cool!
Been to busy with work lately and I think it's about time I reply something to Ivelina now.
For your reading pleasure, some interesting facts about Bulgaria : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bulgaria
Nice knowing new friends from this part of the globe, and wish them the best.
Chao chao. :)
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Life simple pleasures! - Part 2
Nasi Sambal Goreng Paru + Teh tarik = My simple dinner and I'm happy with it.
Then came the desserts - Roti 'kahwin + Pisang bhai (Pisang bhai??...wahahaha..ok cut the crap again!)
Closing ceremony, were the desserts - Roti 'kahwin' (Apasal nama dia roti 'kahwin' ek?) and also Spidey's all time fav, Pisang bhai...(???)
The Grand Finale, would be of course, another round of Teh Tarik...yeeharr!! My GOD! Just look how many glasses we've emptied?
Very harmonious gathering after such a long break. Everyone seems chirpy. Weather was good. When semua dah kenyang, we head home. Ok, so much for that night. It's work again tomorrow.
Goodnite my friends.
Oh! Someone found me
Quoted from her blog comments:
Me: Aye, that’s nice! Thank you, Nisha. It’s my pleasure!
ninishasha: My pleasure too!!~HEHE!!Anyway, I found your blog!!*dance to numa numa song* YAY!
Me: *OMG* - really??
ninishasha: yes! i’m smart. I noe. HAHA!
ninishasha: Anyway,boring sey tk bole letak comments kat your blog!!!Action sey!!=P
Oh, I didn't expect ppl to come and visit my blog. Nothing explicit here. Just bits and pieces about moi life...very boring lah. So I guess, there's nothing much to comment about.
The blogosphere is super huge! But yet, you managed to locate me, eh. Anyway Nisha, thanks for visiting, k. Hmmm...very smart lah you. No worries, no harm done.
Your blogs are pretty interesting too. I like how you express yourself in words! Bagusss..and hey, I think I'm your newest blog fan now. I hope that will motivate you to blog more. ;-)
Thank you for visiting!
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Life simple pleasures!
"...Thanks to a bloghopper, muhdzuraini; for reminding me how much I miss the “teh sarbat” at Bussorah Street. Thanks eh!! =P And not forgetting the under rated “nasi sambal goreng bungkus” at the same location. Ahhh… life’s simple pleasures!~ Anyone game enough to try the nasi sambal goreng and teh sarbat with me? Leave a comment yaw!..."
http://ninishasha.wordpress.com/2007/06/19/coldcold-toast-is-a-nono/
Mesyuarat Agong UMNO @ Sarbat Stall - (From left Dato' Razak, Spidey, Datin Ruby, Datin Sri Dewi Rogayah)
Topik perbincangan : Kenapa janggut Bhai kaler putih, tak kaler purple? wahahaha!!!
*Burp* - Baru abis makan nasi bungkus and minom teh tarik...woohoo..!!
Yep...simple pleasures like these are the ones that we'll appreciate and remembers. When it's gone, whatever the memories left, still lives.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Fuh-yoh! Gua respect lu orang, braderrr...!!!
So, aper lagi..surf net lerr. Skali jumpa nie videoklip bebudak nie jamming bawak lagu Thundersteel - Riot. POWER siakzz! Mcm mana drummer dia tangkap tu skill main lagu tu? Lengit dok nak bawak nie lagu...
Caya la sama lu orang..Respect sama lu, brader! Lu orang ROX!
ps: Bassit dia tu mcm si Helmi, siak! Boyan Power, bro...woohoo!!
Monday, June 11, 2007
Kenangan Terindah
Dedicated to someone that has made an impact in my life. Thank you for all the wonderful moments we shared. I think you know who you are.
Really love this song. The lyrics are so meaningful, romantically articulated and the melody is so melancholy soothing.
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Kenangan Terindah
Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun
Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu
Darimu...
Kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku...
Kau lah cinta sejati
Ooh...
Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah
Ooh...
Sunday, June 10, 2007
I am what I am
In friendship, you are emotional and sympathetic.Your ideal careers are: radio announcer, finance, teaching, ministry, and management.You will leave your mark on the world with organizational leadership, maybe as the author of self-help books. |
Di manakah letaknya harga diri ini?
(Kisah ini adalah kisah benar, tetapi nama-nama yg disebutkan dlm kisah ini terpaksa ditukarkan utk tidak mengaib kan mana-mana pihak pon. Semoga, ianya menjadi satu renungan dan tauladan utk kita semua.)
Tgh hari tu aku sampai opis mcm biasa. Buat minuman favourite aku – Milo panas. Lepas tu aku on PC dan check mailbox aku (email). Tetiba talipon opis berdering. Selamba jer aku jawab “good morning” , walaupon jam dah menunjukan ke pukol 12 tgh hari…hehehe.
Dihujung talian terdengar suara wanita yg lemak merdu. Suara yg dah lama tak ku kedengaran buat seketika. Terkejut jugak getting a surprise call from her.
“Wati selalu jugak talipon, but Abg Zue takde.” sampuk dia apabila aku tanya mana berita dia menghilang. Oh ya! Bukan salah dia tak talipon aku. Aku memang busy selalu.
Wati seorang gadis 21 tahun yg kurang upaya. Dia tidak boleh berjalan kerana kaki nyer cacat semenjak dilahirkan. Walaupon begitu, dia mempunyai cita2 besar. Nak jadi DJ radio katanya. Memang aku tak menafikan, dia mempunyai suara yg lemak merdu. Setiap ungkapan kata2 dia jelas dan tersusun. Malahan lebih rapi dari sesetengah DJ radio yg pernah kudengar. Mungkin itu lah bakat terpendam yg ada padanya.
Dulu dia pernah mencerita kan yg dia ingin mencari teman, tapi takde org yg sudi berteman kan gadis cacat seperti nyer. Dia tidak pernah ke sekolah, malahan ‘guru’ nya sejak kecil adalah ibu, ayahnya sendiri dan radio sahaja. (Kesian kan?) Dunianya hanya dikelilingi tembok dan dinding rumah dan tak lebih dari itu. Dan teman mengadu nasib suka duka nya ada lah aku yg sekadar di talipon sahaja.
Bagi dia, aku lah satu-satu nya insan yg sudi mendengar rintihan hatinya. Walaupon, kami tak pernah bersua muka, tapi dia bersyukur kerana aku masih sudi bertemankan diri nya yg serba kekurangan itu. (Aku nie case tak kisah nyer lah. Janji kao baik, ikhlas dan jujur suah..)
But hari nie, suara nyer berlainan sikit. Agak sedih pon ader…rungsing pon ader. So, aku tanyer lah kenapa?
“Wati rasa sedih kerana lelaki suka kecewakan hati ini.” jawabnya dgn nada syahdu.
Kekadang aku rasa diri nie mcm Dr Love pulak. Bila ader problem pasal cinta, mesti orang cari aku. (Lepas nie aku rasa aku nak bukak Love Agency Pte Ltd. Rasanya customer aku pon dah cukup ramai dah.)
“Hmmm…apa sebenar nya berlaku, Wati?” pertanyaan ku kepadanya.
“Abg Zue ingat tak lelaki yg bernama Farid yg Wati katakan tempoh hari?”
“Oh ya…hehehe..Ingat..ingat. Bagaimana relationship you dgn dia?” tanyer aku berseloroh.
“Farid tu sebenar nyer hanya mempermainkan hati Wati. Dia tak serious.” Kata Wati dgn suara kecewa.
Farid ada lah seorang jejaka yg dikenali Wati menerusi phone chatline. Aku rasa perhubungan mereka baru saja menjangkau 2 bulan.
“Wati tak faham. Apakah semua lelaki bersikap sebegitu? Suka meluahkan kata-kata manis hingga mengoda perasaan & hati wanita?”
Opps! Terkedu aku mendengarnya! Ayat itu macam aku pernah dengar ek? Tapi dimana ya??
Tergamam jugak nak aku menjawabnya. “Why do you said that?” aku cover line dulu sementara mencari idea apa nak jawab.
“Adakah lelaki sememangnya pandai bermain dgn kata-kata manis? Suka memberikan harapan, tapi harapan tak pernah kesampaian.” nada dukanya semakin ketara.
Aku masih belom boleh menjawab pertanyaan dia yg pertama tadi. Idea aku terus membuntu.
Dulu aku pon pernah terkena soalan yg sama juga. Tapi, nawaitu aku tak pernah terlintas nak mengoda atau nak memberikan apa-apa harapan kepada seseorang. Aku sememangnya ikhlas dgn kata-kata ku itu, cuma kadangkala, wanita ini terlampau step emotional and always jump to conclusion. Selalu sangat misinterpret.
Apabila lelaki tu berbaik, berbual dgn kekata yg manis dan segala macam pujian, si wanita mula ingat lelaki tu dah syiok kat dia. Bila lelaki tu admit cuma nak kekawan ajer, mula dia kecewa lah, patah hati lah…gila bayang lah… frust tonggeng lah…lelaki tu tipu lah…etc.
Alam percintaan itu memang indah, sayang oii. Tapi sebenarnya, cinta itu yang merumitkan. Bukan senang nak berjaya dalam percintaan. Ianya merangkumi beberapa aspek. Perasaan, jiwa, keserasian, perwatakan, naluri (instinct) dan chemistry. ( Kalo ader masa nanti aku explain lah benda2 nie)
So, dlm case yg tertera diatas, aku menerangkan dgn Wati kenapa mungkin cintanya tak terbalas. Alhamdulillah, dia dpt menerima pendapat aku dan aku menasihatkan dia jgn menyimpan dendam pada cinta yg gagal itu.
So, aku ingat that’s all about it, tapi Wati kata ader lagi peristiwa yg berlaku selepas itu. Ketika dia asyik mengalamun cintanya yg gagal itu, dia dapat berkenalan dgn seorang lagi teman baru menerusi phone chatline lagi. Kali ini, jejaka itu bernama Sham. Sham sama seperti Farid. Sweet talker dan pandai memujuk rayu. Tetapi waktu itu, fikiran Wati masih kusut kerana terlampau memikirkan tentang kegagalan cintanya dgn Farid.
“Abg Zue, Wati ada membuat sesuatu yg kurang baik.” ujar nya. “Fikiran Wati terganggu selepas Farid memutuskan hubungan kami. Dan dalam keadaan separuh sedar, Wati ader memberi gambar-gambar diri ini dalam keadaan yg memalukan menerusi MMS kepada Sham.” Jelas Wati dgn nada kesalnya.
“Gambar yg memalukan?” Tanya aku dgn kurang pasti.
“Ya. Wati ada MMS gambar –gambar diri ini dlm keadaan yg tak berpakaian…” ujar nya lagi.
Yarabbi..mengucap aku bila terdengar. Dah apa kena ngan budak nie? Dah gila ke?
“Betul ke Wati buat demikian?” tanya ku dgn seribu pertanyaan. “Kenapa mesti jadi macam tu Wati? Kenapa mesti buat begitu? Kan tak elok?”
“Entahlah. Wati pon tak tahu. Wati tak bilang pada sesiapa…hanya dgn Abg Zue saja yg Wati beritahu. Waktu tu, fikiran Wati rungsing. Wati tak boleh terfikir apa-apa pon.” jawabnya dgn penuh sesalan. “Wati tak sedar apa yg Wati dah lakukan ketika itu.”
Aku terdiam memanjang. Of all person, kenapa ini mesti berlaku pada Wati? Dimanakah letaknya maruah seseorang wanita itu? Mengapakah ianya begitu murah sehinggakan dgn pujuk rayu ianya dpt digadaikan? Siapakah harus disalahkan dalam hal ini? Sham atau Wati sendiri?
Walaupon Sham mempunyai skill dan pandai memujuk rayu, tetapi ianya tidak bererti Wati harus melakukan apa yg disuruh. Lebih-lebih lagi jika kita dapat mengawal diri ini dan tahu dimanakah letaknya batas tatasusila kita sebagai seorang Islam…
Dimanakah letaknya harga diri kita ini?
Aku tamatkan cerita disini. Aku rasa telah cukup ianya membuat kita merenung sejenak.
Apa kesudahan cerita ini, biarlah ia menjadi rahsia antara Aku & Wati.
And the rest are history….
Friday, June 8, 2007
The Ultimate Rock Classic - Sweet Child O'Mine
Sweet Child O' Mine - has been my ALL time favourite. Pure classic piece of modern rock music by now defunct group, Guns N Roses. My special tribute to the group members, Axl Rose (vocals) - Slash (Guitar)- Izzy Stradlin (Guitar) - Duff McKagan (Bass) - Steven Adler (Drums), with this classic hit.
Quoted as :
"... Axl Rose stated that his original concept for the video focused on the theme of drug trafficking. According to Rose, the video was to depict an Asian woman carrying a baby into a foreign land, only to discover at the end that the child was dead and filled with heroin. This concept was rejected by Geffen Records..."
Source : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sweet_Child_O
I presume the moral of the story is - If you want to do trafficking, stuff the f**king drug into your own arse!
Well, I quite like the lyrics too.
"...She's got a smile that it seems to me, reminds me of childhood memories where everything was fresh as the bright blue sky..."
The feeling of pure sincere when it was written.
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Sweet Child O' Mine
She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I stared too long
I'd probably break down and cry
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me
of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love o' mine
Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Sweet child o' mine
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Guns N Roses - Thank you for the beautiful piece of music!
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
My Unofficial Blogsite...(Again?)
Dah berpuloh agak nyer..issh..tapi sumer sekerat jalan..(No time. Malas nak update lah, bro ;-P)
Yg aku tgh maintain skrang cuma offical sites jer. Tu pon pasal terpaksa utk buat reference jek...
So, to all ma' peeps and strangers...
"Welcome to my latest unofficial blogsite."
Enjoy while it last! ;-P